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I am a mom, a wife, a friend and am in the Navy. My life is crazy and I think I'm getting there. It's alright, though. Just pass the wine and chocolate and I should be fine!

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Incomplete Poems Part II

This is all a lovely dream
Or so it appears to be
Reality forgotten
When it's just you and me

You are all I taste
Where I want to be
Under my skin and in my mind
You are all that I see

Eventually we have to wake up
And it seems I am reluctant
To turn back to my reality
But your heart is all I want

I knew my future was heartbreak
I couldn't pry myself away
My mind was telling me to leave
But my heart with you will stay

I have given you all I can
Everything I have to give
And I know that you aren't mind
But is this really how we have to live?
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I'm so scared of you
Because I'm afraid that you'll
Stop loving me, before I stop loving you
Yes, baby, that's true

I'm so scared of you
Because I want a love that's true
I want a love that's real with you
And only you will do

I wish I could be that heartbreaker
It just seems so much safer

I want a love that's here for generations
Without the usual complications
I need a man that sees me as inspiration
Regardless of the consequences

And only if I break the walls
Leave my heart bracing for falls
Will I ever find it all

And yet I'm scared of you
I'm not sure what I want to do
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You're a bad idea that feels so good
I should be here, I wish I could
Have the willpower to make you go
It's the beat of your heart that tells me no

And with our hands interwined
It seems I really don't mind
The racing hearts that beat together
And it's in this moment I want to live forever
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I want to live in your eyes
It was quite a surprise
The moment that I
Saw you had no disguise

I am used to the games
So tired of the same
Didn't want us to go down in flames
But I see nothing is the same

I want to wrap myself in your arms
So that I am assured no harm
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Incomplete Poems

I thought I'd write down what I've felt before and what has come to mind. Just incomplete poems/songs.

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There is a desperation, an inspiration,
A hesitation, all in my heart
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What are we doing here?
Headed for heartbreak
But I just want you near
And for my heart's sake
Let's take this night by night

We knew this isn't right
And I'm too weak to fight
What stirs inside of me
I might just let us be
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And here I am so vulnerable
Might as well be facing you
Naked and uncomfrtable
Might as well tell me you're through

You are playing with emotions, baby
A heart that definitely bleeds
A mind that told me, warned me
To stay away and to take heed

But did I listen, did I care?
I was already broken, stumbling
And you said you cared
And no my world is crashing
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I know you, know what you're all about
I see you, baby, inside and out
I get you, baby, I know you

So afraid of feelings, but
That is what you want to know
What are you thinking, baby
Where do we want to go
From this messed up relationship
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